Today last day for the term le...quite happi in the first place...but on tinking that the olvl is getting nearer and nearer....my excitment became nervousness...*sigh*...suddenly feel very scared...heart beating v fast...tot of alot of things... like, will i fail my english? will i break down during the exams? wad if i cannot finish the paper?wad if i cannot do well? wad if........? haiz...so many wad ifs...dunno they will happen anot...god bless me...dun let them happen....pls.... [on the verge of crying]..hmm..olvl to me is really impt...erm..., i dun mean it is nt impt for the others..but it holds an impt position and weight in my heart... cux i noe that it will determine my future...and help me to fufil my ambition-- to be a vet.; and ensure easy life in the future..if i wan to be a vet...i mux go to a JC...and therefore i mux score well....i mux... x)
cum home first thing is to show papa my result slip..he nv say much..but tink he nt happy wit my eng...cuz C6... haiz...my only C...and the worst C summore...i calculate is C5..but duno y cher count le is C6...but nvm la...is still C...no diff...and is nt a good grade either...then chem b3 he oso like nt v satisfied... when he saw the grade, the response was, "ur chem b3 ar...." then i told him i will try harder to score betta next time... but eng really veh bad la...so he ask me go tution..i was kind of shocked...cux actually earlier i wan to discuss wit him about me signing up for eng tution..but scared it will increase his burden cux i already gt phy tution le...so dun dare to ask him...therefore when he ask me go tution, wit a serious and concern tone summore..i was shocked, happy and abit touched...mixed feelings la... suddenly gt a sense of gratitude towards him... cux my family is nt rich...but he is willing to spend the money to let me go tution...
i mux really work v hard..so that i wun waste their money and disappoint them again... i mux achieve the expectations they set for me....
holidays cuming le..mr ho wants us to plan a timetable for our self revision ay home...mux at least 150 hrs..avg 5 hrs daily...then still gt so many set of worksheets amd papers..dozen of them...omg...mux finish them by next week..so that i will have time for revision.... jia you.... =)
tml gg suntec...go the world bookfair... wan to buy the hairstyles catalog...got 5oo types of harstyles in the book leh...then $9....tink so la...then cum bac mux quickly pia hmwk.... rmb my aim.... yeah! =]
monday is the olvl chinese exam le...hereby wishing all the pple taking this exam good luck...
jia you! =D
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