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haa..im bac..this few daes no blog lar..
cux feeling down and sad..
no mood go blog..


hmm...guess wad..
i failed my geography..
so shocked..cant believe it when i received my paper...
is like i nv fail b4..or failed once?
forgot le..
budden prelim leh..
so crucial de exam..
then i failed..so sad..
cried like hell in class..
almost fainted when i stood up from my seat..
jux couldnt stop..
cuz cnt accept the fact that i actually failed my geography..
last time no dist oso have a B grade..
then this time duno wad happen..


then go home mama asked me y my face so glum..
then i cnt control..broke down crying again..
mama hear my story liao oso v angry..
then soon papa came bac..
knew i failed my geo and crying in my room..
at first i tot he gg to reprimand me or wad..
but he came into room and consoled me..
then still gave me a pat on my head summore..
kinda touched..and surprised..hee


hmm..not i wan to find excuse leh..
my geo failed is nt entirely my fault..
the problem lies with the cher hu is marking..
yea..that mdm foo.. detest her..yucks!


as you noe..
our geography answers are impossible to be totally identical as the ans scheme..
as long as ur point is logical, sensible and true, it can be accepted..
correct?thats wad mr lee said too..
but that mdm foo..
she marked damn strict..
if ur ans is nt in the ans scheme, then she considered is as wrong..
no negotiation de hor..
u go find her oso no use de..
she will only sae, "ur ans is nt in the ans scheme.I marked according to mr lee de ans scheme.."
wa seh..hear liao blood boil..
she dun even bother to look at some of the student's paper..


and one more thing..hu saes CHEAP aeroplanes cnt fly? bullshit...
ya..mdm foo said that.. so inflexible de her...lkk...
and she even told a student that she will resign from her job if she give the extra mark to the student..
then in the end?
she still gave that mark to the student..
so is she gg to resign? i doubt so...
but i sincerely hoped that she will..
her attitude juz sucks lo..
as her teacher, she said such things to her students and nv kept her promise summore..
haiyo...bad example..


for the past few days..
friends came consoling me..
i appreciated that..
esp munyee..
she even made a card for me to cheer me up..
v nice..and touched when i read the card..


but hor..
i rather no one come to console me..dun bother about me..
cux it will only made me feel more sad and miserable..
when i went to c mr lee, he asked my not to take it to heart..
dun be discouraged..be optimistic..
and even wrote in my paper in bright red ink : "dun give up..try harder..!"
haa..u guys are nt me..u all will nv understand my feelings de..
dun be discouraged?
izit possible?
hello..i failed leh..
is such a big blow to me..
bigger than nuclear bomb..


no motivation to study le..really..
cux of the results...
sort of give up?
i juz couldnt accept the fact..even till now..
and i strongly feel that i dun deserve to fail..
is so unfair..Grrrr...
jux couldnt let it off lightly..
yea u can sae im stubborn or wad..
but i really take it to heart v much..


dun ask me to jia you or dun give up wadsoever..
or "iz jux prelims..will do better in Olvl de.."
saying is easy..
like wad i said..
u are nt in my shoes..
u will nv understand the feeling im having now..


*sorry if my posts are boring..