wad life is this?

arghh..
im bursting soon..
cant stand him anymore..


ytd the two quarrel again..
duno about wad this time..
even minor things oso wan to angry..
duno wads wrong with him..


bt nt my problem anw..
i jux stay in my room use com..
then wan shout wan fight nt my business..


but in the end still kanna la..
cux i threw my temper at him earlier in the afternoon..
he brought the thingy up again and shouted at me..
but i nt scared hor..
i jux tell him next time i bad mood then jux shut up la..
hu ask him to nag at me when im in a bad mood...
cux i couldnt find my stuffs..
then argue argue....
till i nthing to sae le then i turned around and continued using com..
haha


then i realised something AMAZING..


I DIDN'T CRY!


wow..
i myself oso v surprised..
cux normally i would cry when he shouted into my face..
but nt this time..
i wasnt feeling even a bit of fear..
and my eyes were dry..
wad does this means?
I've grown up?
become more bold?
or rebelious? lol
wadeva la..
hu ask him kept having mood swings?
cnt control..muz rebuke..
if nt he thinks i good to bully..


then jux now drank a can of 100+ in the refrigerator..
gt scolded again lo..
sae wad for new year then drink de..
tml i go buy and replace bac the drink..
can?happy?


spent whole day doing econs..
3/4 done le..
cux kept watching tv and playing online games..
ltr go do my bio..
haiz..
essay again..
starting to get sick of jc life..
tot the first 3 mths could relax..
but i was wrong..
3 mths alreadi so much hmwk le..
actually nt alot..
budden is like v difficult to do leh..
my thought of gg jc stared to waver le..
maybe poly life will be more suitable?
shld i jux go and pursue wad i really wan to do?
in a dilemma..


haiz...life's in a mess.. =(