dilemma

haiz...
im in a dilemma now.. serious.
went for the tennis meeting today..
the coach encouraged me to take jux one CCA..
cux she wan me to be FOCUS and commited..
at the same time dun wish my studies to be affected bcux of multiple CCAs..
den the timeslots of C.O and tennis will also clash..
but frankly saying...i dun realli think that my studies will be affected bah..
yea i believe..
but too bad the timeslots...haiz..
i realli want to join both CCA..
both i like leh...
if u wan me to choose one out of the two..
i realli duno how to choose..
friends out there, care to give some opinions and advices?

let me compare the two CCAs..
firstly..AJCO is a good orchestra..
they have been clinching the Gold Award in SYF for duno how many years le..
so if i join C.O and my skills allow me to take part in the coming SYF..
it would be great..
on top of that..C.O gt overseas trips and public performance..
so they will contribute alot to my testimonial..
but sad to say..im no longer so interested and passionate about C.O le..
maybe cux im im C.O for 4 years le..
felt kinda bored and feel like trying something new..
plus next year no SYF le..
if i cant make it to SYF this year..
then cnt earn this major credit le..
so no point liao..

so..sports CCA is my next best alternative..
i love sports..
tennis is appealing to me..
it looks challenging and fun to me..
holding the tennis racquet is like so cool..haha
however..for inexperience pple like me..
the first year would most probably be training and training..
so dun tink will have the chance to be involve in competitions, friendly etc..
year 2 would be the time when the J2 will go for competitions..
and gain credits for testimonial?hee..
but if im nt able to play well or stand out in the next two years..
my time in tennis would somehow be wasted..
in the end my testmonial may be jux barely few sentences..
i dun really want that la..
if i want join tennis..i mux make sure i excel in it..

so in conclusion..C.O will give me a nicer and more impressive testimonial..
but im more interested to join tennis..

so wad should i do?
follow my interest?
or for the sake of my testimonial?

hmm..many of u peepx reading my post may question..
y im so concerned about the testmonial..?
k..cux i wan to enter the university after my Alevels..
from wad my teacher and C.O conductor said..
testimonial is important and crucial for one to enter the university..
and into the course u want when competition is tense..
so i want to ensure a smooth route into the university and the course i want..
ya..so dats y..
i may sound abit kiasu and paranoid..
but thats wad im realli afraid of...
if nt i will nt choose the JC route liao..

sigh..today is jux monday..
looking forward to friday liao..
hate to go to school..
okie..nt realli hate..
dislike la..haiz..
tml will be a long day la..gt 2hrs of chemistry practical and P.E...

let me jux share abit about ytd..
went to the pet carnival with wenxin...
saw so many cute and unique dogs..
c liao hor me oso feel like keeping one..
then went to the SPCA booth..bought 2 badge and signed up for member..
i think i gg sign up as volunteer soon..
ya..then carried a dog for the first time..first time leh...
previously i was afraid that i might injure them..
but ytd the friendly lady from SPCA taught me how to carry them...
i so happy..and the dog was like so cute... his name was balloon..
it was so quiet and well behaved.. looked like a bear..haha
omg..i jux love animals man..

anyone interested to go SPCA ltr this week or next week?
can tag on my tagboard or sms me..
nitex...