it's my life

flunked my bio spa again today i guess..
haiz..wads wrong with me..
everything seemed to be getting in my way..
and im too tired to overcome them..
really need a break man...

or maybe its my problem..
duno y..
i get so tense up when doing the SPA..
not ony SPA, during exams oso...
my mind will be in a whirl..
cant think logically..
kept telling myself to keep calm..
but me still ends up making the stupid mistakes due to my nervousness..
haiz..feel sore and frustrated...
Keep cool..okie?

exactly one more month to promos..
feel so scared la..
haven start any revision yet..
still gong gong at some of the subjects..
when i tink of it i will feel like crying la..
duno how to study..where to start...
even if i study..
then outcome will always be the same..
always so lan de..kinda disappointed..
not worth my effort studying in fact..
and pple who didnt bother to even read their notes can score so well...
my problem again?

k enuf..v pek when i talk about this topic..

last week went watch secret with yunli they all..
the movie was really nice and touching..
couldnt help crying..especially at the last part..
the lu xiao yu wrote on the table using liquid paper before collasping...
and jay's piano skills are damn zai la..
can use one hand..
can play on two pianos at the same time..
so fast summore...
damn cool and memerising..omg..
yep..worth watching..

ytd went eat Sakae with my friends..
is expensive la..
and the variety not alot..
but to make the money paid worthwhile..
we jux try to eat and eat and eat..
tink we manage to eat near 50 plates...
and i ate the most..
the other 3 were like omg.. u ate so much man!
haha...

luckily we took our height and weight the day b4..
if not haha...
for ur info..im still 160 cm..
damn la..y didnt i grow taller..
at least give me a 161cm leh..
gg 3 years liao le...still at 160 cm..
but..i got put on weight..
from 51.4kg to 52.3kg
900 grams..
okie la hor..
anw...i dun really care about my weight..
as long as dun look plump can le..

ending here..

tml is a friday!
sunday got duty at spca..excited..
holidays! = mugg..
wahaha..
thats my life...pathetic...