Wednesday, November 28, 2007

end of nov le...haiz

Happy Birthday IDY and HUANGYUN(27th) =D

was out the whole day yesterday.
morning went kbox with ms, sm, shaun
tot the voucher can be used.. in the end cnt..
cux not appilcable to k-lunch.. arghh..
now my savings are depleting soon...mux conserve..haha
and the room was so cold la...really frezzing inside..
our hands are numb and trembling...

went school for co after buying present for hy.
pon-ed the self prac in the afternoon..
reached school for sectional at 5pm..lol
in the end win le lo... they gave me half attendence only..
but expected la..
anw self prac is totally a waste of time..
duno y some stupid lame pple insist on having self prac despite the instructor saying that self prac is not neccessary...
rather use the time to slp or do other more MEANINGFUL stuffs..

so after eating dinner with ms sm they all
we went to hy hse to give her her prez..
hope she like it =)

finally finish my maths and chem holiday hmwk le..
but still gt the tutorials and other subjects the hmwk to complete..
hope i can finish them b4 the school reopens..
despite having so much hmwks to complete..
i still wan to find a job la..
cux now really broke liao..
that time dye my hair myself...
now the hair like more frizzy and dry le..
moreover i jux went to cut my hair not long ago...
so now like not straight le..
i wan to rebond!!!

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hmm.. the dragonboat tragedy has been the top prime news in singapore for the past few days..
although unrelated to them
but the deaths of the 5 paddlers somehow triggered my emotions..
felt abit sad about their deaths..
they are still young, some are so talented and have a bright future ahead..
and a wrong decision made by them cost them their lives..
it's really a pity to lose them...
friends and families have to bear the pain and sadness of losing their friend and sons...
and there is this mother who jux lost her husband...now her son...
is really sad to c that la..
so life is fragile..deaths can be so sudden and unexpected...
haiz...

one month has passed...
so fast december is coming..
christmas's coming...

somehow i dun look forward to christmas this year...
because it serves as a reminder that school is reopening soon...
i really really (X infinity) dun wan school to reopen..
there are some nights when i imgine how school life will be like next year..
tonnes of homeworks, tests and stress will be hitting me like sea waves...
and i will be so fatigue that i may jux drown and die..
felt scared...dun have the courage to counter A-level.
in fact i doubt my ability to pass the exam with flying colours...
i wan to do well... i worked hard..
but somehow the efforts do not pay off..
im getting discouraged and soon no longer believe the saying that 'u reap wad u sowed'

im really lost...

after entering jc.. i seemed to lose alot of things...
i also duno wad ive lost..jux got the kind of feeling...
ya..

jux received the parcel mailed from Japan..
aunt bought some tibits and food from japan and airmail to us..
alot of seaweed...my mum surely v happy one..
cux she's a seaweed addict...lol

ya..actually still gt alot of stuffs i wan to say and blog..
but like all forgt le...haha...
next time i rmb then blog again bah...

im hungry..go buy dinner liao..
my KFC!
bye! =)

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