pw

gt a B for Alevel pw.
mixed feelings.
cried. sad
expected an A, though i did not say it out.
friends around me seemed to be getting As...
except me..ya..me..
looking at the smiles on their faces made me more sad..
alot pple told me B is a good grade already.
but if it is, then wads A?
yea. i dun deny im feeling v sore now.
guess this sore will follow me for quite some time be it starts to fade.
kinda traumatised by it.

went to celebrate mingsheng's bd on friday.
with a heavy mood of cux.
tried to look happy and fine.
but guess it failed. yunli kept telling me not to feel so sad.
haha
anw. mood did gt better after meeting them.
maybe E2 peepx are my best heart remedy.
really happy to be able to meet them again.

b4 that was attending co prac.
and huanglaoshi was teaching us about life values.
somehow enlightened by wad he said.
the world is nv fair.
the world is only fair to those hu gt the recognition and attain the goals they wanted.
there are deemed to be people hu are sacrificed and lose out in this unfair world.
so the only solution for them to get urself out of this cycle is to work hard.
yup. so i shld work hard.. =X

so fast. 4 days had passed.
school again tml.
haix.sorry to repeat again,
but i really dread the life.
homeworks and tests are nv ending.
late school dismissals which is again UNFAIR to the mixed classes.
and the lack of sleep.
arghh...
hope to shake off this kind of life asap.
but at the same time i fear the A-lvl.
this PW grade seriously decreased my confidence for As.

need a companion.